Sya Speaks

So i just got soft rejected from firdaus this week (he said to me that it's not rejected but he scared of commitment) and i feel good. Better than ghosting. 100 ways better. 

Why people doing everything half-heartedly and expect me to clean up their shit. Im tired and insecure. Why people suffocate me so much. Im tired. I need your empathy 

Im fucking tired of trying. I hate it when you ignored me when things get rough,and always there when everything works on your side. Love isn't like that. I wanna be there during your hard time or beautiful one. As much as i hope youre there in both rain & rainbow days of mine 

Stop treat me like a trash 🗑️

Tick tock tick Its tricky  i can't ever figure out this feeling  My egos stops me from contacting you  Maybe, Youre busy. Happier with your messy life And here i am, Maybe  I've been missing you recently Please be healthy,  i want the best for you even if it's not when youre with me. My past relationship teach me that love isn't always about having each others. It's all about sacrifices

Pejuang.  Moga peroleh syahid di sana Al-fatihah buat Boiran Bin Isnin yang pergi meninggalkan dunia pada 28 Ramadhan